My Mother screamin and cryin, my Father over there laughin’
circumstances of life, was it an overreaction?
Maybe I should stop askin’, wonder if God even listens,
before I make this decision, blow my brains in the kitchen.
Or maybe do it unnoticed, bathroom, gun in my mouth,
while everyone in the house, sit back, click-clack, POW.
Eating a bullet for breakfast, and right before the ignition…
I’ll reflect for a second, my recollections been missin’.
We are all here for a reason on a particular path
You don’t need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I’m delirious, but I’m so damn serious
That’s why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I’m trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I’m not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That’s why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it’s not me, it’s He that’s lyrical
I’m not a miracle, I’m a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That’s why I’m instrumental
Vibrations is what I’m in to